The distinctive clip features West’s song “See You in My Nightmares” playing in the background at a club while he drunkenly stumbles, dances and screams alongside other patrons. Later on in the vanity-free clip, he vomits, passes out on the bathroom floor and stabs himself. “When everyone goes big, go small. When everyone goes clean, go dirty,” West wrote of the video. “When everybody puts on the craziest outfits ever, put on your favorite old Band of Outsiders dinner jacket and pull a monster out of your soul.”

In closing, Kanye promised that fans haven’t seen the last of his “Fairytale” creation. “I wish I could say that monster was truly dead,” he wrote, “but I think he’ll be back to life sitting on my shoulder when I get back in the studio.”